Painful

For the first time in a long while I feel utterly and completely alone in my pain. I can't even begin to describe how I feel.

The only thing I take solace in now is that Aunty Shirley's condition has (thank God!!) improved tremendously and visiting her is a much more joyful affair as compared to before. That, and the fact that I've lost weight - previously used to be able to wear only L and XL sizes for bYSI clothes, and now I'm an M-size, and the occasional S when the cutting's slightly bigger.

Sounds frivolous, yes, but if these are the only things that make me happy now, then I'll take whatever I can get thank you.